I cannot believe that I have never updates for ages.
Well, sis mostly takes all the scans and etc.
As for me I try to find my lost soul.

I still cannot really see I am fitting in this world here in this country.
It is just so not interesting.

Well... as of today I have worked for 5 weeks now.

Mainly desk job... for a QS.

I want to go to the tank and check out the new Tank.
The biggest one as I can see.

I suddenly felt like crying as my heart hurts..
I heard that certain friend has moved on so much and while I am still stalling here in this space bubble of mine.
When will I be awake from this stalling.
My memory lost problem is getting worse.

I scared but also feel angry about this.
I need to moved out of here.