I woke up.. just like 15 minutes ago...

And my tears started to fall...  without any reason...

But I do know the answer...

it is sadden that everything is moving on...

And I promised to have a change in July...

again... (tears falling) none achieved... what on earth am I doing with all these?

better get off to shower... clear off the head.. cannot think of anything... the brain is like cloudy...

samui... and wanna go back to sleep to forget everything...

430am...I went to sleep wishing to turn back time..

nothing happened.. just that before falling asleep..

 got a static feeling.. like lightning struck on my feet...