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There is no beginning or end

  • Oct. 23rd, 2008 at 4:01 AM
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There is no beginning or end.

Yesterday is history .
Tomorrow is mystery .
Today is a gift .

Dream what you want to DREAM ,
Go where you want to GO ,
Be what you want to BE .

Because you have only ONE LIFE and ONE CHANCE to do all the things you want to do...

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FULL SPEED AHEAD!!

  • Jul. 16th, 2008 at 1:35 AM
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MUAHAHAA
CAN NEVER BE SO HAPPY... AND WITH SUCH EXCITEMENT WHEN THE INTERNET IS BACK TO NORMAL...

CAN BE VERY MISERABLE AND SLACKERS FOR DAYS..



I am suppose to rest my back... but ended up digging alice nine. and scanning magazine.. hehe yeah start scanning again.. Yoo Hooo

My Right ForeArm history

  • Jul. 11th, 2008 at 1:15 AM
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this is my burnt baby right forearm... I was not able to write at all. Luckily I treated it well so I did not need skin craft. It will be a death wish.


little history of my RIGHT FOREARM )

Important for Girls/Women!

  • Jul. 8th, 2008 at 5:15 PM
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Got this emailed from my sis [info]gr33nfor3st, as usual, but as she said

Why is it always women? Why women so weak… o well.. it’s a good advise..

***Well it is so obvious, there is no Romeo or Prince Charming that willing to help and act like just as in the drama or animes.
Ladies, Women, Girls, WAKE THE HELL UP.... if you want to live a normal life, DON'T EASILY TRUST ANYONE, EVEN YOUR FRIENDS, NOT THAT YOU HAVE TO DOUBT ABOUT THEM ALL THE TIME, IT IS NO HARM TO BE PREPARE, AND GO TAKE SOME SELF DEFENSE CLASS. Now actually Miri has become a violent and more dangerous city lately, there were more crimes happening each day, what will it affect the Brunei's little peaceful country which only has like one or 2 major crimes per year? The world is changing, with all the tax increases, all the price increases, lead to human being to their corner, for those who choose to be .... ***

This happen in Mall Miri. I just recieve this and would like to share to all Miri community.

To the men : warn your loved ones!
To the women : remember this!

About a month ago there was a woman standing by the Mega Mall entrance passing out flyers to all the women going in. The woman had written the flyer herself to tell about an experience she had, so that she might warn other women.

The previous day, this woman had finished shopping, went out to her car and discovered that she had a flat. She got the jack out of the trunk and began to change the flat. A nice man dressed in business suit and carrying a briefcase walked up to her and said,

'I notice you're changing a flat tire. Would you like me to take care of it for you?'

The woman was grateful for his offer and accepted his help. They chatted amiably while the man changed the flat, and then put the flat tire and the jack in the trunk, shut it and dusted his hands off.

The woman thanked him profusely, and as she was about to get in her car, the man told her that he left his car around on the other side of the mall, and asked if she would mind giving him a lift to his car. She was a little surprised and asked him why his car was on the other side. He explained that he had met an old friend in the mall whom he hadn't seen for some time and they had a bite to eat and visited for a while; he got turned around in the mall and left through the wrong exit, and now he was running late and his car was clear around on the other side of the mall.

The woman hated to tell him 'no' because he had just rescued her from having to change her flat tire all by herself, but she felt uneasy. Then she remembered seeing the man put his briefcase in her trunk before shutting it and before he asked her for the ride to his car.

She told him that she'd be happy to drive him to his car, but she just remembered one last thing she needed to buy. She said she would only be a few minutes; he could sit down in her car and wait for her; she would be as quick as she could be. She hurried into the mall, and told a security guard what had happened; the guard came out to her car with her, but the man had left.

They opened the trunk, took out his locked briefcase and took it down to the police station. The police opened it (ostensibly to look for ID so they could return it to the man). What they found was rope, duct tape and knives.

When the police checked her 'flat' tire, there was nothing wrong with it; the air had simply been let out. It was obvious what the man's motive was, and obvious that he had carefully thought it out in advance.

The woman was blessed to have escaped harm. How much worse it would have been had she waited in the car while the man fixed the tire, or if she had a baby strapped into a car seat. Or if she'd gone against her judgment and given him a lift. I'd like you to forward this to all the women you know.

It may save a life. A candle is not dimmed by lighting another candle. I was going to send this to the ladies only; but guys, if you love your mothers, wives, sisters, daughters, etc., you may want to pass it on to them as well.

Send this to any woman you know that may need to be reminded that the world we live in has a lot of crazies in it....better safe than sorry.


PLEASE BE SAFE AND NOT SORRY!

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Tears

  • Jul. 5th, 2008 at 12:33 PM
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I woke up.. just like 15 minutes ago...

And my tears started to fall...  without any reason...

But I do know the answer...

it is sadden that everything is moving on...

And I promised to have a change in July...

again... (tears falling) none achieved... what on earth am I doing with all these?

better get off to shower... clear off the head.. cannot think of anything... the brain is like cloudy...

samui... and wanna go back to sleep to forget everything...

430am...I went to sleep wishing to turn back time..

nothing happened.. just that before falling asleep..

 got a static feeling.. like lightning struck on my feet...

Super junkyard aka Ultimate Ignorance

  • Jul. 2nd, 2008 at 4:46 AM
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Super junkyard aka Ultimate Ignorance

They can be any worse... XD LOL

Seriously I should just set fire on them... Never ending ...cleaning up.. sick

samui... bloody cold and have a HELL EARLY Breaky now... 4am. huhhh


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Finally 1 down

  • Jun. 30th, 2008 at 6:03 PM
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MUAHAHAHAHA LOL

I finally clean something out of the kitchen... ehh dooh...
not really ;;.. I just arrange the mess in the kitchen .. the IN BetWeeN...

the dishes still in the sink.. XD

well well... need a huge box... which I have a lot... {long story where all the boxes from.. sad nee... speaking of boxes, I recall the day when I had to move out **FORCE TO MOVE OUT** from the house... an old close-friend aka EX-Close-friend, due to some arguement, which I think I am not wrong, I will not apologize... but that onna went over board, so are most of the close friends here... always teasing me, which I don't care much, but some really went overboard, that when I draw the line,
well, boxes, on the 1st January 2006, people were having party hang-over, I was moving out. My uni 2nd Friend I met helped  me moved out. But again, I lost contact with her, although we were in same uni, different course and no one bother to call me. I am not a calling others person, even though I make the first move, non of them will reply, IGNORANCE... but I do met her from time to time. ^^

Boxes.. moving out.. and now I am here in this little Granny flat.. aka  Renovated Carpark - 1 room, 1 kitchen, 1 bathroom, a little courtyard. Have been here ever since. and the items I have are TRIPLE. Jesus Christ.. sometimes I wanna cry out loud. What the HELL am I doing buying so many weird thing that I do not even use.

Clothing that don't fit me!

Magazines (gossip one) that I don't read!!

Newspapers that I don't read!!

Technology Instruments that I do  not use at all!!

Shoes that I do not wear!!

Guitar sets that I do not play!!

Basically a JUNKYARD!!

Can really open a Garage sale XD!!

arghhh... I wish I can turn back time!! But that is impossible, all I can do is sell them off to second hand, then maintain myself, control myself not buying any more shit.

And I have too much club or other important places that need address. I don't remember having so many before I move in. Then was like just bank, uni, immigration, internet, phone, health cover.. government needs.... thats about it.

Now too many... I cannot remember... at all... need to write it down.

I have a disease which is short term memory loss. Now I know why is it so!  Coz I choose to ignore, run away from the reality there are so many things I have to do, I must achieve that ONCE are my dream. Now I know why, BECAUSE I  DO NOT DREAM ANYMORE for a long time. I know the answer, but.. why there is always a BUT. But... whenever I think about it, the stress built up and I ended up accomplish nothing.

I was once told I was a good organisers. That the ME from the past. And the other sides of me, is the opposite. Now, I am having WAR with myself, fighting to balance them up. The Ying and Yang of myself.

Lately the Ying is getting stronger! That I even did a Taboo. Making me think I am really superstitious. Long nail, long hair, messy wardrobe, messy study table, messy for everything, something is here. Tonight I will cut off the bloody long nail, just now when I was cleaning I almost bent the nail and rip it off. That will be hell painful like someone ripping the nail off... Once I had an accident, few days I injured my right forearm. The door slam on my nail, wedding finger. haha... I told mom that I am mean to be a Single woman forever. The nail group back funny and cute (for my mom) .. but now perfectly normal again.

ahh I will stop here...


NOTE:- Next post, my injured forearm pics ^^

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Today!!
Finally the last day of June!

Tomorrow will be 1st July!!

Looking forward for all the plan to go on.. ehhh not that I have plan them already, just rough planning through them ^^

Today, again I did not sleep since yesterday 2.30pm when I woke up...

My timing for sleep has all gone weird.

Last Friday, I woke up at 3pm or 330pm, then I did not sleep for 24 hours. Non-stop watching very interesting anime.

HIGHLY RECOMMEND = Saiunkoku Monogatari I and II (彩雲国物語 I and II)
info here in http://en.wikipedia.org/wiki/Saiunkoku_Monogatari

anyone interest in Politic, History, {Slice of life}, etc... can go here
SEASON ONE complete = megaupload, good quality, small rmvb +/-75mb

SEASON 2 1-19 = megaupload, good quality, small rmvb +/-75mb

SEASON 2 20-32 = sendspace, good quality, huge... ehhh 110 +/-mb

SEASON 2 26-35 & 35-39 <- if you know Chinese ^^ =megaupload, good quality

**I am so blessed.. sometimes I think so.. as I can understand without subs.. roughly... what they talking about, But what I am blessed for is that I know Mandarin, read the Chinese Characters, even though I am lazy to read sometimes... as whenever I see the characters, I choose to ignore... and don't want to try to read and understand. And there is always a way to find the solution, everything is possible if spending times on it.. ^^

Now you know WHY my sleep is going wrong, I start to watch this anime, and I could not stop. On Friday, I started it and cannot stop that is why I did not sleep for 24 hrs. Then I found out got season 2... OMG... downloading them is kinda hard for non-megaupload. I hate sendspace. Then this dawn, I mean Midnight... why I was hunting this anime believing no one finish the subs.. T_T wanna cry... but then I found out I can download from the online anime using my Video Catcher.. hahaha {I did spend money to buy a license on video get from online like utube, veoh etc... }then... watch finish 32 this morning 5 am... but not satisfy... so eagle to find out the ending... and I went HUNT for chinese subs... Muahahaha... if no chinese... I can go for Malay subs.. too or french.. well French subs will be a bit harder to understand but still manage.. if not RAW anime will do...

now... just had a shower, and look into mirror... I love the panda eye.. AHAHAHA going to sleep now..
but before that gonna hang out the laundry...the weathers was wet for the past few days... finally got a bit sunshine...

ahhh my back is stiff... today... about 19 hrs.. but my head still not aching... doing well... next time will do a 24 hr + 12 = 36 hrs.. XD

Now now... I finished this anime... really want to watch it again... all the quote... are so so meaningful... and the teaching from the main character Shuurei and Ryuuki and others... sometimes wanna cry... coz the episode leads well and so.... **speechless...

Looking at the internet traffic usage.. Muahahah wWTH was I thinking on the first 2 days of the plan..