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Muahahah I should start listing.. the list will becoming longer.. once I take all the pics after mid-June..
Must organize my scans and start scanning then.. and magazine.. and other goodies.. hummm
And I am getting poor again... sigh.. should go back and do some part time. Have not work for two months ++


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alice nine., in PICTURE I & PICTURE 2

alice nine. - ONLINE SHOP items

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alice nine. is like making me becoming a poor girl soon... and I have to sell something off soon... in order to have money to get these. ** ^O^ well I have extra.. XD

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I am selling off Clothings, Shoes and jewellery

Mission:- Get some items off before going back to home country after graduating, too much to carry.

All items are in mint condition (otherwise stated)

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Today, the same...
I woke up with nightmares that seem stressful yet I do not remember

Early morning mom is the same mom who will curse me unconsciously, I seem to be like a sponge and keep absorbing the negative energy.

My Camry went to garage again so I was to drive Land Cruiser.

Well, I am a small girl who is gaining weight since I came back to Home town.
Who to blame? Myself, the gluttony.

Lately I don't binge nor bulimic
which is good but also bad...

cannot tell people around me how I feel lately...

I feel like two elephant sitting on my shoulders
that is how I feel every single day

well, back to today
driving the land cruiser can be tough yet fast
reached office and thought I was having PMS
rushed to toilet as I do not want to be like last time I got my coverall all red... T__T

The boss finally call me in and I manage to sway away.
Unconsciously again, I make up a story to suit my liking
To me, some part of me really hope for studying oversea.
As I can escape all these and all the dramas everyday

Being in the middle sucks... totally sucks
have someone above you think nothing but themselves, someone below you same...
and why should I be the goodies...
I hate it so much that I think back to my childhood and teenage memories, I wished I am not doing as hard as I did... course in the end, no one care, no one ...

they all will just judge me since I was a kid...
I hate all the judgment...

Anyway.... I am not ok.. today yet part of me really want to just...
sick of this feeling...

I am drained
I am exhausted
I am restless
I am sleepless

today officially hand in my resign letter...

by end of the year a new start just like year 2006 a new start away from the old

Ox year is a curse for Ox

I feel totally mind restless.
Almost a year has passed and yet,
I am here.

Though I am working at a local company,

I seldom feel happy...

everything is so political here...
everything is so racist...

I missed my old life in Oz.
Everyone looking down on me,
yeah I can tell... because.. I earned cheap rate?
or because I am a curse child?

Well,... I tried to pick up where I left... I cannot seem to do so,
As I forgot most of my friends here and in real world...

My memory is acting up...
with constant migrain and chest pain...
yet doctor said is normal and healthy for me...

But I have memory lost...
precious memories....

Sorry minna-san... I have been lost
I am sorry

July 1st - a brand new life

I cannot believe that I have never updates for ages.
Well, sis mostly takes all the scans and etc.
As for me I try to find my lost soul.

I still cannot really see I am fitting in this world here in this country.
It is just so not interesting.

Well... as of today I have worked for 5 weeks now.

Mainly desk job... for a QS.

I want to go to the tank and check out the new Tank.
The biggest one as I can see.

I suddenly felt like crying as my heart hurts..
I heard that certain friend has moved on so much and while I am still stalling here in this space bubble of mine.
When will I be awake from this stalling.
My memory lost problem is getting worse.

I scared but also feel angry about this.
I need to moved out of here.


Sometimes, I just do not know when to stop and being too much to handle.

I was playing and being mean to the person and she was already in her near-tears coz the towel that was covering her is hurting her and eating her skin when I tried to pull it down.

In the end, I got my hair pulled. And it was a big bunch. It was like I was feeling my head skin being cut off my head. I can feel the separation of my skin with the skull. I just drop down holding my head and tears flow out my eyes. I was terrified and I was scolded that I was being such a mean pain in the ass.

Whenever I was talking,
I was told I was too loud,
or too babyish or too noisy.
I was told to shut up when I want to give a say.
I know I am talkative but I tried not to be babyish voice
I was told I am being tom boy like a man.
And do not have any lady like.
I was told I am ugly.
I was told I am being a nuisance.
I was told I am being a burden.
I was told that I am a cunning person.
I was told that I am problem.
I was told I am a curse child.
I was told.......

I was told I never grow up.
I really hate being here.
If I have money, I will just leave this place and back to where I was.

I just shut down, I have wished ever since I was a child, that I never been born.
But it will be too rude to those who never make it to the world.
I try to live normal.
But I am lost.
I cannot find myself any light shinning on me.
I am being a nuisance?
I am being a burden?
I am being a stupid idiot?

I wish I am away from here. I have been here for too long.
There is some weird thing keep happening.
I think I am releasing a beast out.

Someone, who will shed me hope.
and I know it is impossible because hope come from chances.
And chance have to be create by myself.
Why I have no gut to blame others for what is wrong with me?

I hate this disgusting me.
I hate this annoying me.
I hate this dumb me.
I hate me.

I need to love me. But the diseases are spreading fast.
I am dying from a ... souless being.

Drive - Too Fast Too Furious

Happy Labor Day. It is 1st May! Time flies and it seem like yesterday, I was at Japan - Zojoji temple to have my countdown at 31st December 2008. Guess what, 3 more days will be lovely Pon's 24th birthday. A big man and turning into a mature Guitarist. Way to go.

My job hunting still pending. This country is lack of job opportunity, They are slow with everything. Drive very dangerously and always have a brain of square as they don't think round or outside the box. Sometimes, I wish I am a policewoman, or some sort of officer, because this country need a real make over.

I just adore driving.
Well I reached city around 1130am. Just made it before the lunch break. Oh boy, the Hp customer service were all Malay and they are shy. Talk so softly. I met my lost in contact High School girlfriend. She just graduate. Doesn't she still look the same.

Then with lodging the laptop to them, mom and I off to Brunch. The waitress was weird. We asked for curry fish, the whole fish, and she came with a craypot fish fillet. What the!? Mom was so turn off and mad. But we still ate it. Not to  be mean, the waitress are all "ban tung sui" aka half-bucket water which mean lack of profession. Duck and chicken cannot click together. They should have a chinese waitress in this chinese restaurant. The food was okay.

After brunch off to shopping. Finally, I bought all the cosmetic cares I need. ^^ Happy (/^_^)/ Only this supermarket got the item I need. Spent quite a lot there aeh. Mom paid though. Time flies, and it was already 130pm. Hohoho... off we going home. But mom suggested to go to SuperSave before reaching home. So we headed to Seria. Muahahaha.... Another drive. Was told to drive 100km/hr, yet I flew the car to 120 sometimes to 140. Mom really wants to kill me for that. *MOM said I am a tomboy. Whooow, I am a lady who like fast car ;P*

In the end, we reached home at 430pm. A long day and a long drive. But I love it.

Came home happy with a lot of shopping.

Need to go and get my mask off. Good night everyone, sweet dream. Miss all the fun on LJ and everything back at Perth.


Sping clearance #1

I can never clean...

As a Capricorn woman, I can be very tidy and the opposite

Yes, I used to be a clean freak.
Now I do no even like to think about it.
Mom was furious with the way I turn the bedroom into a junkyard.

XD I just browse through my photos taken from last year. Yes I found my junkyard living in hell from Perth. This bedroom I shared with my bro soon will be turning into one. Bro did not complain since he came home from Uni for 1.5 days only.

Yes I have to shake off my bad habit. Enough whining for the day...
Have to start making my life count.

But I do need my own room. There is too much junk that can be consider useless.

Mom  just demand me to tidy my jeweleries. Yes I done almost most of it. But it seem a lot missing somewhere.

Conclusion, I am a girl with a lot of junks (but they are "MONEY")

back to cleaning...

Laptop Fried for good

Gosh I shall tell everyone not to buy a HP laptop...
they easily get fried...

my laptop has just fried like 2-3 days ago... I am miserable aeh I can kill a pig now
was taking the laptop to the computer shop for service but I was sent to another shop where they have the motherboard for HP... coz it is totally malfuction...

The guy told me the motherboard was damages... sigh

guess what when I reached the WISMMA shop... gashhh... it was closed for lunch... what... they don't even nindicate they are out for lunch... and when will they open back... wasting my time...

I got a gut feeling that  will be broken soon... and should have always backup my file. >__<
Let see tomorrow will go again and I better call them before I go.

After having my driving license... I just love driving... fast car...
Mom was always warning me... XD LOL

way to go Betty BoO... but I have a lot of regrets for my past few years in Perth.
I wanna go
 back to Australia for good....

No money... wish mom will win her lottery

skacker and ignorant

I am being a slacker
or The world around me is making me into one
living in the same roof with ppl who doesnt make any concern about me....

I should have just stay in Australia... coz Brunei is such a dull country
no job no life no music no freedom
internet hell slow
service here are bad too...
people are kinda biased

and going to take up a driving test or any government thing like renew passport, renew license need kopi-O aka tips aka money for drink... not just one or 2 $$$
is $100
$200 like that... such an arogant ppl...

not a peaceful country at all... everything doesn't really go with the rules....

like going MIRI... the toll fees should be $3... yeah
and some idiot give $2 so no ticket given... $2 for the staff to pocket in.... $1 saved by the travellers and sometimes... they save $3 by giving back the tickets.... why not making the god darn toll fee as computer count system like MIRI toll fee service for their bridge....

this way government lost money ... and their working staffs pocket in... each day can make hundreds...

let see last time I got my driving test... I passed ok... but while I was waiting for my turn, the what so call Officer they called certain people in and ask for minum... aka tips again.. if no tips they will not sign the paper as you pass or fail the driving test depend on them... well  each day have like 15 student taking the driving test... half of them giving tips off the officer, whow what a great way to cheat the commoners money by eating up $100 and $100
I heard a middle-aged man said that he just gave $170 to the officer in order to make his daughter to pass the driving test. Last time, that officer failed her daughter because of not following instruction. this time follow the rules... they still ask for BIG TIPS!!!

what a world? The government seem to be ignorant to this matters and lots of peple wont defy them as they are superior than us commoners. What so good beig born ino this country with so many discriminant between them and us. Beind born here doesn't consider us Bruneian. And while travel to other country people tend to ask the same question... which country are you from if you are not a citizen of Brunei? I have answer this question like forever. Stateless to Permenant Resident is nothing... soon we might be cast out.... Like for jobs with the higher authority always demand for their own kind "CITIZEN". So why I ahve to come back to this country to be here and stalling every single moment and being regreting... for sure...

I want a leave... far away from here...
I wanna to take off o a place where no one will discriminate me as who I am

I wanna to be far away from all these corrupted society...

Sorry Brunei... you may be peaceful and beautiful and small... like my History teacher used told me... like I used to look at Brunei as one peaceful lovely country but the truth is there are a lot of ugly behind the mask. So beware and be prepared for the worse to come...


Saga + Shou

this is great!!
I have been missing a lot of alice nine. lately.

It is so hot here and I am melting. Gosh... same as what this picture done to my heart. XD LOL

drool they seem to be like brother aeh...

Betty pick up the pace please!! U have been so far behind.
oh peeking on the PSC dvd sis got ... well she did not take out from the pc drive. MY HEART IS RACING LIKE A SHOOTING STAR... one word = MAGNIFIQUE!!

a Boy's love

Gosh... I am touched!

I was walking around in a Target store, when I saw a Cashier hand this little boy some money back.

The boy couldn't have been more than 5 or 6 years old.

The Cashier said, 'I'm sorry, but you don't have enough money to buy this doll.'

Then the little boy turned to the old woman next to him: ''Granny,
are you sure I don't have enough money?''

The old lady replied: ''You know that you don't have enough money to buy this doll, my dear.''

Then she asked him to stay there for just 5 minutes while she went to look around. She left quickly.

The little boy was still holding the doll in his hand.

Finally, I walked toward him and I asked him who he wished to give this doll to.

'It's the doll that my sister loved most and wanted so much for Christmas.

She was sure that Santa Claus would bring it to her.'

I replied to him that maybe Santa Claus would bring it to her after all, and not to worry.

But he replied to me sadly. 'No, Santa Claus can't bring it to her where she is now. I have to give the doll to my mommy so that she can give it to my sister when she goes there.'

His eyes were so sad while saying this. 'My Sister has gone to be with God. Daddy says that Mommy is going to see God very soon too, so I thought that she could take the doll with her to give it to my sister.''

My heart nearly stopped.

The little boy looked up at me and said: 'I told daddy to tell mommy not to go yet. I need her to wait until I come back from the mall.'

Then he showed me a very nice photo of himself. He was laughing. He then told me 'I want mommy to take my picture with her so she won't forget me.'

'I love my mommy and I wish she didn't have to leave me, but daddy says that she has to go to be with my little sister.'

Then he looked again at the doll with sad eyes, very quietly.

I quickly reached for my wallet and said to the boy. 'Suppose we check again, just in case you do have enough money for the doll!''

'OK' he said, 'I hope I do have enough.' I added some of my money to his without him seeing and we started to count it. There was enough for the doll and even some spare money.

The little boy said: 'Thank you God for giving me enough money!'

Then he looked at me and added, 'I asked last night before I went to sleep for God to make sure I had enough money to buy this doll, so that mommy could give it to my sister. He heard me!''

'I also wanted to have enough money to buy a white rose for my mommy, but I didn't dare to ask God for too much. But He gave me enough to buy the doll and a white rose.''

'My mommy loves white roses.'

A few minutes later, the old lady returned and I left with my basket.< BR>
I finished my shopping in a totally different state of mind from when I started.

I couldn't get the little boy out of my mind.

Then I remembered a local news paper article two days ago, which mentioned a drunk man in a truck, who hit a car occupied by a young
woman and a little girl.
The little girl died right away, and the mother was left in a critical
state. The family had to decide whether to pull the plug on the
life-sustaining machine, because the young woman would not be able to recover from the coma.

Was this the family of the little boy?

Two days after this encounter with the little boy, I read in the news paper that the young woman had passed away.

I couldn't stop myself as I bought a bunch of white roses and I went to the funeral home where the body of the young woman was for people to see and make last wishes before her burial.

She was there, in her coffin, holding a beautiful white rose in her hand with the photo of the little boy and the doll placed over her chest.

I left the place, teary-eyed, feeling that my life had been changed for ever.. The love that the little boy had for his mother and his sister is
still, to this day, hard to imagine.

And in a fraction of a second, a drunk driver had taken all this away from him.

Now you have 2 choices:

1) Send this message to others, or

2) Ignore it as if it never touched your heart.

The quote of the month is by Jay Leno: 'With hurricanes, tornadoes, fires out of control, mud slides, flooding, severe thunderstorms tearing up the country from one end to another, and with the threat of bird flu and terrorist attacks, 'Are we sure this is a good time to take God out of the Pledge of Allegiance?'

For those who prefer to think that God is not watching over us.... go ahead and delete this. For the rest of us.. pass this on.

The value of a man or woman resides in what he or she gives, not in what they are capable of receiving

Driving Lesson & Wheee alice nine PSC

PSC... goshhhh before going for lesson, dad went to Post office and got the goodies. Thanks heaps VS
I got all my PSC digiprints. They are so hot. well exclude Kra and Kaggra no stock. But i will hunt for them.

Sis said she got me the present RR for Saga cover page. Wheeee and a PSC Magazine. Think I spotted someone. ^^

Early morning woke up and get ready for driving lesson!
dad brought me down to town for the lesson.

My first lesson was parking. Then drive on the road. I admit I drove before and learnt before but that was years ago like in 2006. XD
Was so stiff with my holding on the stirring wheel. Nearly hit the poles many time.
Hit the crutch too fast or too slow and stall the car. Was way cool and fun. Need to breathe probably.

Thats my morning 2 hours from 9am to 11... then have to wait for sis Irene to finish work so we can go to Miri for posting the goods. Well mostly my goods. Then pick bro from uni and come home. 7 hours were fun... I want to learn more driving but the next appointment was crushed with my grandma's appointment with the doc. WuuHuu!!

anyway.... let me go hunt for anyone who will be able to help me get alice nine. goodies for Today start of the concert.
Gosh I just love Hiroto, he always introduce the goodies... seem like 3 tshirt aeh... and more porch and strap etc... gosh I am broke...

Sis's bday today. No present for her. We got her something before for the lunar's bday.

gosh I am hot... and sweetie... errmmm sweatie... its sure hot